she couldnt make it for the wedding day..

26 DEC 2008
early morning at about 5.30am, mummy was told that por por had a fever again...she was getting weaker..so mummy ah yee and pam che che brought her to Damansara Specialist Hospital..

we were lucky to get a single room ( which was kinda spacious and big ) for por por..so that it would not be too noisy for her..

they took turns to stay in the hospital...and i was there to take care of her in the afternoon..
she was lying on the hospital bed with all the wires tied around her hands..

por por din like all the wires poking in her hands and she kept trying to take it out and wanting to get up...but the doctor adviced her not to move so much as there was some infection in her ear...

so everytime she wanted to get up..mummy and i would tell her to lie down and rest.. and that she din hafta go toilet to shit or urine like she usually does at home...

now that there she has a pipe connected to the urine bag and stuff so she could excrete while lying on the bed..

at one point, she was trying to tell us something and it sounded, " lem lem lem.... " then she couldnt continue her words..then we were like trying to guess what she was trying to tell us..
but she was like " mo siong kon " and waved her hands left to right..telling us to forget what she wanted to say...

the whole time in the hospital when she tried to speak to us..it felt weird as she speaked in BM and keep mixing our names..

she only could speak for a short while then she would need to take a deep breath..we were there to comfort her and feed her plain water but everytime we did, she would try to vomit everything out...

things wasnt getting better by the night..her blood pressure kept dropping...

then the nurse FINALLY decided to transfer her to ICU/HDU ( High Dependency Unit)..thats when i started crying aloottt and i mean ALOTTTTTTTTTTTT!!! cuz i know this means she's very very weak..

so mummy, me, ah yee, pam che che and yumi ( ah yee's maid ) stayed overnight in the hospital..and we prayed hard and alot..