i love you por por..

28 DEC 2008
i was told that por por was fed milo and oats...and she told mummy and ah yee that she was very hungry... but she had to go for an operation for kidney..and was on dialysis machine..

as usual, i went to the hospital to visit her...

in the afternoon, many ppl came to visit her...

uncle hong, ah kim ( wen an's parents ),uncle eddie and aunt susie, uncle jimmy and ah kim ( yi-ing, wei and mae's parents ) and of course yi-ing, wei and mae with her crutches cuz she sprained her leg..poor mae..hope u get well soon ^^

so yeah, everybody was there in the hospital till night..around 7pm


after they left, yee kau fu and aunt jenny stayed back in the hospital while we went back home to have a quick dinner and went back after dinner...

now that she was on life support machine...

and that we agreed with the doctor to give her last line of defence ( her last boost of medicine )

by 9.30 everything started to drop consistently..with every minute passing by...so we were in the ICU next to her..saying our prayers...

telling her not to worry about us..and that we can take care of ourselves..she'll go peacefully...
and we continuosly pray Namo Amitabha...so that she would be happy and find a better place there..

mummy, ah yee, pam che che, uncle mike, yee kau fu, aunt jenny and i were there..before she gave her last breath..

seeing the machine showing her heartbeart and blood pressure dropping....
the most shocking part was when her blood pressure beeped at 70 and went down to 0...

thats when she really said goodbye..and left in peace..

her face was all pale.. her hands turned purple in colour...

i couldnt accept the fact that she left us..although her physical presence was there...i cried soo much...she was my lovely grandmother i took care of.. i spent with throughout my life...

we were all crying...it was the saddest thing...ever......she left us at 10.04pm
she suffered from pneumonia, myocardial infarction and septycimia ( not sure about the spelling though ) but she left in peace...there was no suffering...

and so we quickly arranged and called the undertaker for the procedures..it was midnight by then....we chosed her coffin and the funeral was gonna be held in Nirvana Centre in Kampung Tungku..for 3days and 2 nights.. starting from 29Dec 2008.